February 4, 2010

::perihal kawan2::

salam and greetings to all

hidup ni kalau bersendirian tak elok juga. sekurang kurangnye kena ada juga kawan2 yang akan menemani kita ke mana2 or as our best listener whenever needed. haiz...harini kak pqah nak merapu apa plak ye..hari2 citer yg merapu je. tapi hari ni serius cket...(ops...serius ke ni)

kalau buka kamus dewan bahasa edisi ke 3 ( mundur betol..org dah edisi ke 4 dah) kawan bermaksud....
I : kumpulan(binatang) kelompok, gerombolan(penjahat, pengganas, dll)
II : sahabat, teman (dalam pergaulan sehari- hari), rakan
III : orang yg melakukan sesuatu, teman
dan lain2 lagi....(refer sendiri kamus masing2 ye...)

erm...kat sini kak pqah nak refer pada makna II dan III..sebagai insan bergelar manusia, mustahil rasanya untuk hidup bersendirian. kawan @ sahabat @ teman (whatever u call it) mesti ada bersama kita untuk kongsi susah senang kita. tipu la klu manusia tidak berteman. suami @ isteri pun digelar teman. boyfrieand @ girlfriend pun dipanggil teman. as long as mereka itu bersama2 dgn kita walau kita susah@senang, kaya@miskin, cantik@hodoh, gemuk@kurus, pandai@bengap...

dari hari ke hari, kawan makin bertambah. kalau tak percaya kenapa kawan kat facebook@friendster@yahoo mesenger@skype korang makin hari makin bertambah. melainkan mereka itu sudah meninggal dunia ataupun ghaib dari muka bumi. itu pun tidak dikira kawan berkurang. cuma mereka lebih dicintai oleh Penciptanya.mereka tetap dihati..bak kata kawan kak pqah..kau dihatiku..ceewaaahh

kadang2 kalau terguris hati kawan2 atau kawan2 mengguris perasaan kita tu normal la. manusia mana da yang perfect+sempurna. kita bukan Nabi. cuma, sebagai insan berakal, klu boleh try avoid those things from happen. as ingatan kepada diri kak pqah sndri, kawan adalah anugerah. dari kawan kita belajar tentang kasih sayang and dari kawan juga kita belajar apa itu erti seribu satu perasaan yang ada dalam diri manusia.ye dak. bukan maksud kak pqah family falls after friend, family is catogorized under different case.

nak cerita panjang2 pasal friend a.k.a kawan ni pun bukannya senang. i'm still learning about friend and i am still discovering. kalau boleh, jangan la kita lupa siapa kawan2 kita. walaupun kita dah dapat kawan baru, jangan lupa kawan lama. kalau tak ada kawan lama tu, kita tak kan belajar berkawan dengan kawan baru sebab dari kawan lama la kita belajar berkawan dengan kawan baru. bak kata orang xde yg lama, xde la yang baru..ye dak...(berputar2 statement kak pqah ni. akak pun pening dik oiii...) lebih2 lagi kalau dah berada jauh dari keluarga. kalau dah family kat perlis, belajar@bekerja kat melaka, takkan hari2 family nk datang jenguk apa jadi kat melaka tu kan..

so, apa2 pun hargailah kawan2 yg anda ada sekarang. suatu hari nanti kawan2 yang akan tolong kita. ingat pesan kak pqah tu..semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati kita semua and kawan2 kak pqah juga dimana jua anda berada.muahxxx..


February 3, 2010

mood x baik

salam and greetings to all ( marah2 pun salam kena bagi gak )

haiz...x tahu kenapa..dr pagi tadi rasa macam nak marah ja. sehari ni mood mmg xleh terusik langsung. tadi kat ofis pun bila ada yg cari pasal rasa macam nak baling surat khabar. mmg x leh tahan btol. pg lg dah ada yg try nk buat aku naik hangen..

sepanjang on the way balik tadi pun abis sume DJ2 radio kne maki dgn aku. lagu x best la, iklan bodo la, merapu cakap bnda yg ntah apa2 la. haiz....mmg sepatutnya sblm balik td aku solat dlu cam biasa tp arini aku x wat. dah rasa cam nak meletup so decide solat kat rumah je la. kot2 sat g ada yg x kena aku sabotaj apa2 plak..menyusahkan aku balik plak, ye dak...

bila sampai umah aku tgk plak bilik cam tongkang pecah..mmg mengundang hantu aku la ni..husssh..aku benci keadaan sekarang ni. i need something to cure my anger. grrrrhhhh....

sblm apa2 aku sembur, better aku blah dlu...amik wuduk tenangkan diri dlm bilik sorg2...adiooossss

January 30, 2010

::selepas sebulan..::

salam and greetings to all..

hari ni genap sebulan kita dalam tahun 2010. macam2 dh yg kta lalui and rasai. esok bakal menjelang bulan februari lak. so, these are some activities yg aku dah lakukan sepanjang bulan 1 ni...

::> dua bulan sudah menjalani training kat CIMA..- dah merasa masuk chamber yg super besar mcm kiln, cooler, mill and ada lg la)

::> dah spent duit belanja family except ayu and aina) makan kat luar..

::> g tengok movie dalam 2 ke 3 cerita dah rasanya..

::> aktiviti mengempiskan perut (panjat bukit n joging pg2 - tu pun sbb kena paksa dgn mama)

::> hobby baru..g swimming kat pool stadium kangar ( walaupun xdela kerap sgt p)

::> survey MP3 baru kat Jitra n AS...

::> g buang masa dgn geng2 CIMA kat merata2 tempat antara Perlis and Kedah...

....ada lg aktiviti yg aku dh buat tp cam x sampai hati nak describe kat sini. hahaha...cuma 1 je aktiviti yg blum aku wat...cari bf baru..hahaha...yg nanti2 la aku buat ek...

back to those days..

salam and greetings to all

i just viewed my friends profile from facebook. yeah. i have a lot of friends and they come from many places. i feel proud cuz i still have friend when needed. some of them are former students of SK Stella Maris which was my primary school. erm..actually, i missed them so much.

1995, i was in standard one. from 1 Kamil, i was transfered to 1 Mulia. i met a lot of new friends there. unfortunately, i can't remember all of them. if i'm not mistaken, they were syazwani, izyani, liyana, syazana, naqiuddin, aizat, hidayatul akmar, adilah, syafiqah, chooi wen, mei jing, dick son and the rest i can't remember.i still remember before i was transfered to 1 Mulia, my class located behind buildings. it was so unpleasent building but it was everything were start.

year by year, i grew up. when i was in standard four (4 Kamil), i got another 2 friends. they were hanis hazwanie and sarah farida. hanis from penang and sarah from tengku budriah (if i'm not mistaken). before the two of them, it was hilman. a terengganu guy.

it was a lovely moment at stella maris. i active in many school programs and i will be so frustrated if my teacher didn't put me together in any school occasion. hahahah...funny. back to standard 3, my friends and I were punished by teacher cuz we can't memorize multiplication table. hahaha... and another punishment during recess hour, we went to school backyard to find "kura2 emas".. before that, teacher already forbid us from playing around the bushes, but because of our stubborenness, we broke the rule and we got the penalty. hahaaha...so childish!!

in standard 5, i was pointed to become a school prefect. walla, i was so proud of myself because many of my friends wanted to become a prefect and not all of us were chosen. actually, i like to become a prefect not because i want it. it just because the uniform. we were different from other students. stupido. hahaha...

finally, when i was in standard 6. it was a UPSR year for us. no more playing and no more breaking the school rules and laws. more extra clasess i need to attend. i never had favourite subject because i hate every subject i learnt in my primary school even science subject (my mum was my teacher)..then the result i got for UPSR was quite good for me to persue my study in SMKAP. hahaha...

to write everything when i was in stella maris here, i think it will be thicker than the "hikayat puteri hang li po" and "sejarah parameswara ke Melaka". if i am a singer, stella maris will be my debut. may god bless my friends out there and till we meet again guys..

January 29, 2010

::super syok kat CIMA::

salam and greetings to all

almost two months i undergo training at CIMA. as i told before, i have such a wonderful moment there. about a month ago, i went into the cooler, where clinker is cooling down. fuh... if refer to its name, first i thought it really cool inside, but actually, it was so hot in there. the temperature was so high and u can't bear to enter for the second time. hahaha...i saw a lot of new things which i never imagined. such a big chamber with lot of bricks and of course dust...plus a huge hammer to crush the clinker..i was mesmerized with its design and the system.indusrial training really taught me to adapt with those jumbo instruments.

then a week after, i went inside the kiln. you just imagine your mum's oven at the kitchen with the temperature at about 30 degree celcius. yeah, it was not hot actually compared to operating kiln at 1450 degree celcius. i learnt how the bricks were arranged tidily and no cement or any glue.

and today, another experience here. our team went into the raw mill. our task was to take the measurement inside the mill. quite hot inside. well, CIMA is a good sauna ever...using a device to measure the height and not to be missed...photo session. hahaha...always with my camera. that was only after completed our task la..we really commited with our training. don't play2 ar!!..

well...these are some photos taken inside the mill. look snowy right, not dusty...hhahah








January 28, 2010

sesi luahan rasa hati ku

salam and greetings to all

dah rasa macam sangat penat LI ni. bukannye buat kerja yg sangat teruk pun. just pusing2 plant then duk lepak2 kat meetng room( meeting dgn ahli lembaga pengarah)... hari2 kerja yg sama. sampai aku rs dh tepu peparu aku ni dgn habuk kat plant tu. mintak2 di jauhkan dr segala penyakit.

one more thing, sejak dua menjak ni, i feel so stress and blurr but i don't have any idea what's going on with me. kat ofis when SV explain apa2 kat ktorang, nothing yg aku kutip. mcm masuk telinga kanan kuar belah telinga kiri. nak amik cuti suka2 mcm xperlu plak. coz aku dapat apply 3 hari je cuti. klu lps ni ada something urgent, cuti dah x ada, rugi plak kan. tp i need solace...

nak up date blog ni pun aku amik masa 3 hari utk publish. write on something then aku save dlm draft then esok smbung lg, pastu save, sampai hari ni. haiz...aku xtau apa kena dgn diri ni...terlalu complicated to describe here...

January 21, 2010

that's me

salam and greetings to all

erm...i just figure out..some say i'm too quiet and never joined people. excuse me...me quiet..never joined...hahahaha.....they never knew me better.

well..that is me. i am a woman with a few word. i talk when necessary and making fun when i feel i need it. depends on situation.

soon after u know me, you will regret with your words. that is my promise.. don't ever judge people like u judge a book cover. sometimes, the cover is too old but the content is much more valuable than a thousand of book that you ever read.